Since I have committed myself to an Apologia …
do I want this published for all to know? Bollox, I lay myself bare
[Of course, you don’t have to read)
I AM REDUCED TO NOTHING, A WORTHLESS ALCOHOLIC
I AM TORMENTED
I am tormented. Now that I’ve committed to an Apologia, I look to my childhood and I am reduced to tears. There is no more alcohol left tonight to hide me from the torment that I endured. I’m talking pissed. The point is that I was not loved nor cared for. There was no-one. A child with nobody to care for him or her.
Edit: That’s why I’m so hard, that’s why I’ve been able to take so many attacks. That’s why I don’t have to rely on anyone. That’s why I’m so independent and resilient.
[further edit: Was there two issues going on back then? A scandal for the tabloids a year or so after Profumo. But was there more? A dog maybe?
[64 was a leap year …
[a leap year means one more day to the end of the year …
[Lucky I didn’t say the people I wanted dead …
I respect you so much for bringing Venezuela to Socialism.
Viva la revolution, sir.
The point is there are so many people watching this.
Senior Chavez, I repect you. Viva le Revolution
[Sorry about bring you in this good friend;
I need to sort it out myself
This ridulosness that people persist it
Viva la revolution