How didn’t I just walk into it? At the last moment I changed course

edit: How/Why was I heading for it anyway? Why did I change course?

And – and I hate starting a sentence with And – there was advance warning, or at least notice.

There were soldiers there pretending to be policemen.

That was a big trap on Baldwin Street …

Then there are other issues

In UK there are various standards of proof:

There’s

Beyond reasonable doubt,

On the balance of probabilities

then there’s

the television standard which I consider to be soap opera bullshitity.

I wonder what standard I will be held to (if any)

What standard do I have to achieve?

Is it possible?

Is there a different standard?

Yes, there obviously is …

There is a media bullshit standard …

which [is] about [people or ppl] having so much

and giving up

and

succuming to an alcoholic haze

I’m not anywhere near that

I’m a figh[t]ter

ed: Have you not noticed?

further ed: what’s a fightter?

can we please have the phrase

“it’s a conspiracy”

?

thank you